xxx straight edge xxx

bored...

2005-12-05T13:57:59Z

well...im in my senior year now and i got expelled form school for a third year in a row.
im back at the alternative school but i get to go back to the real high school on december 16...but anyways i wish that casey jones would come to daytona to play a show...i deffinatly havent seen them in a while..

its firts period and i am uber bored and listening to hollywood undead...

this is gay...

stay true xXx sXe

autumn_tomorrow @ 2005-12-02T09:10:00

2005-12-02T14:14:19Z

Turn Off The Lights - Hollywood Undead

This is Jeffree fuckin' Star
and this is a big FUCK YOU to all you jealous bitches,
that get mad that I'm fucking your boyfriends..
An don't get mad that they suck my dick..
an then they make out with you after.. HOE!!

[chorus]

Girl your boobies look real nice to me tonight
Let's have a pillow fight, I know you're tight

Thats when we turn off the lights

Girl if you're from orange county I'll fuck you right
and J-dog might, If I'm nice

Thats when we turn off the lights

Undead

I be the J to the D, girls call from OC what are you doing?
I'll fuck you in your new Denali!
What a change.. cuz I fuck girls in alleys.. behind the Beauty Bar,
lets see how far we can go on a sexual safari
I got a dick like Kareem Abdul-Jabari
Now lets pray, go all the way,
your boyfriends gay, got his truck raised.. ain't I right?
Hey Shady.. (what?) let's have a pillow fight..
I'm a sex robot since from the fucking future
FUCK GIRLS DEEP, STICK IT IN THEIR POOPER

[chorus]

I'm like the Brad Pitt of scene movies
Take off that shirt and let me see them B boobies
I like C boobies, D boobies, Z boobies..
sad boobies, mad boobies, clean boobies, mean boobies
I get pissed when the haters try and cock block
I get drunk an touch Tila in her hot spot
It's Charlie Scene, let me drink from your flask,
put on my mask and fuck you in the ass
Hey Charlie, how many girls you takin' home tonight?
My dicks sinned so much it should be crucified like Jesus Christ
BEEP BEEP hey, you girls need a ride? GET INSIDE!
I pull out my skin sword on the dance floor
rub it on your butt cheeks and watch it transform
You BETTER put out, DONT MAKE ME HATE YOU..
Or I'll do the Michael Jackson and I'mo RAPE YOU!

[chorus]

Hey what is that? Is that a guy or a girl?
HEY FAGGOT!

Shut the fuck up, you want me..
Bitches get mad that I swallow more cum than they can
Wanna give me a hand? Cuz I'll deep throat your dad
Then he'll cum on my face.. before I go on Myspace
An every guy wants my lipstick smeared on his nutsac
Let's play Barbie and shove Ken's dick in my ass..
Or you can be R. Kelly an pee on me
Just don't get it on my plastic surgery
And then I'll beat you like I did that bitch Stevie
You think that's funny?
Watch me eat Forbidden's fat pussy..

[chorus]

Fucking cunt.. lick my pussy.. fucking cunt.. eat me out bitch!
Lick my pussy.. sit on my face daddy... FAGGOT

this band is funny as hell...i recommend that you all listen to them
www.myspace.com/hollywoodundead

autumn_tomorrow @ 2005-08-25T10:20:00

2005-08-25T13:29:51Z

bitches bitches bitches!!!(i didnt mean that in a bad way to all the ladies reading....you all know i love the hos)
i got freaking suspended from mother fucking school...i wish i could just be done and leave this freaking town and go meet all the cool ass people that i freaking meet online like kirsten and katie...but can i?
HELL FUCKING NO i cant...and do you know why?
because my douche ass dad is fucking....i dunno...douche?
hahahahahahahahaha
hes all like..."wait till your 18"
and im like "fuck you"
and hes like "your grounded"
and im like ".......fuck you?"
lmao
im crakin myself up here

well anyways i know i havent updated in a while but i guess ill start again for all the people that actually read my boring ass shit.

but for now

peace out and stay true

xXxhollaxXx

::*post script*:: if anyone wants to im me sometime my sn is : xXxlovehateXhero

autumn_tomorrow @ 2005-03-23T20:57:00

2005-03-24T01:53:23Z

autumn_tomorrow @ 2005-03-14T11:52:00

2005-03-14T16:50:49Z

today ive started at the wonderful school pathways...yeah friggin right

i hate this school so god damn much

its so much easier than the high school and its easy credits but i just wish i

could be bach at the high school with all of my friends...

damn i hate my friggin life...

im goin to youth tonite...hangin out with brittany...i dont even know why i do

anything any more...all i do is fuck shit up

im sorry i blew you off again korin...ill make it up somehow

im out

-peace

autumn_tomorrow @ 2005-02-25T12:10:00

2005-02-25T17:12:21Z

well on friday i got suspended for sayind the word damn and then i ripped up the referral and threw it in the teachers face...and then i thought i was gonna have a day or two of vacation and i get the the fuckin flu!can you believe that?
so now im sick and i can barely friggin breath aand im throwing up everywhere and i just feel so gross...im gonna go...i cant be on this computer anymore

-bye

autumn_tomorrow @ 2005-01-20T15:30:00

2005-01-20T20:37:11Z

well today was pretty uneventful...went to school...did nothing all day cause i was so tired...then came home and got online. i stole pietras layout because she doesnt deserve to have it cause im a true fan and she just thinks sonnys hott...but then i talked to korin online for a while...she showed me a picture of her and shes pretty...and now im updating

ill update again late mabe...

-bye

autumn_tomorrow @ 2005-01-09T16:20:00

2005-01-09T21:23:43Z

didnt do a amnd thing yesterday at all...just sat home all day, talked to emily a coutple of times, watched some tv, went into a chat room where there was no guys at all and all of them were like trying to cyber with me and i almost pissed my pants it was soooo funny...but besides that nothing really happened, oh yeah, and i talked to heidi for a little while....but nothing really great happened, because evrything is still alittle depressing, but anyway...is anyone going to any shows soon?

-jp

my bad

2005-01-08T18:47:48Z

well its been awhile since the last time i updated...alothas happened since then. me and pietra broke up...i went out with the girl that ive liked for tha longest time and she turned out to be everything i thought i needed and then she dumped me just when i thought i was happy...i likedher alotyeah but now i wish i never went out withher...i mean yeah i had a good time and everything but it wouldnt hurt so much if i never got attached to her.i like her so much...but o well...shit happens but ill get over it eventually. nuthing good has really happened for me to talk about and i dont want to bore you all or bring you down...buti hope things are going good for you, cause it seems like no madder what i do things will always be the same for me..

-jp

autumn_tomorrow @ 2004-12-09T11:48:00

2004-12-09T16:54:58Z

todays okay so far...this weekend im supposed to go riding with jon, dave, and gib...pietras pissing me off lately...all she does is argue with everything i say and she always is soo sarchastic. oh well. i guess she really doesnt care that much but then again it really doesnt madder. but anyway me and cuppie are talking again...yaaaaaaaaaaayyyy...and thats prolly the best thing thats happened all week

autumn_tomorrow @ 2004-11-30T11:56:00

2004-11-30T17:00:29Z

im gonna change my journal again...add me if you want... xx_oh_well_xx
thats it...do whatever you want with it, i dont care

autumn_tomorrow @ 2004-11-29T11:33:00

2004-11-29T16:42:07Z

well its been a long and eventful weekend:
::on thursday me and dave left early from school and went to ride so dave could find out about a elbow for his aem intake.
::on thursday i ate alot
::on friday i went over to gibs and we went to visit cuppie at work(bob evans) i had a burger and then we went back to gibs and me and cuppie talked...i had a good time for once...and then me, dave, gib, and jon all went to daytona and stayed until 5:00 in the mourning
::went to the car show in orlando and i fell in love with the new 2005 lexus is300...im deffinately getting one of those one day...came back and cuppie came over to gibs...somehow she interpreted sleepiness as anger and annoyance so she left pissed off at me...god i hate it when shes mad at me...shes one of my best friends...i love that gurl...i hope shes not mad at me anymore
::sunday i just went home and slept and then watched some tv

how was everyone elses weekend/thanksgiving...? let me know people

autumn_tomorrow @ 2004-11-15T11:16:00

2004-11-15T16:25:59Z

well...come to think of it i dont really have anything to update about...i mean im happy and everything now ...im going out with pietra...weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!i just hope she doesnt do anything stupid like all of my other girlfriends...im starting to really like her...i mean we've already been goin out longer than ive went out with anyone for a long time...anyways im out

autumn_tomorrow @ 2004-11-04T11:39:00

2004-11-04T16:48:21Z

well...some people have been bothering me lately and its really beginning to piss me off...like for instance this kid steven arena (aka faggot) told my girlfriend she was hott...i know it may seem innocent enough but he is the opitamy of home wreckors...if he does what he did last year again...then i will beat the shit out of him...i will make sure nobody will go out with him ever again...for those of you who do not know...last year i had a girlfriend and her name was sam...that little mother fucker steven kept trying to get her to break up with me and go out with him...if he does that with pietra...i will slit his fuckin throat...that little bitch...

autumn_tomorrow @ 2004-11-02T11:56:00

2004-11-02T16:59:36Z

welll......cuppies mad at me for some reason and i just cant think of what i did to piss her off...oh well... i guess im just stupid for trusting another person thats just gonna keep doing what everyone else has done...thanx whitney...for bringing me up and throwing me right back down...whatever

autumn_tomorrow @ 2004-11-01T11:36:00

2004-11-01T16:39:51Z

i take it all back...i need you back...i want to be your friend...i feel so empty now...please forgive me...i neeed to talk to you...please forgive me...please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please

i need you to forgive me like mad...

i need you like a bad habit...hehe

autumn_tomorrow @ 2004-11-01T11:25:00

2004-11-01T16:29:08Z

i lost one of the best friends ive ever had today...and its my fault because i dropped her for the stupidest reason...its fine though...i mean for her...she wont even remember who i am in a week...i was just getting too attached to her and i cant have that happening...its just not the time for me to feel like that...i wish i didnt tell her i didnt want to be friends though...im sorry.........but i have a feeling your already over it....

autumn_tomorrow @ 2004-10-25T12:05:00

2004-10-25T16:10:35Z

i fuckin think that scholl is the most retarded thing in the world...dont we deserve to have a decision on whether or not we want to go to school???!?!?!?!? its pretty much the stupidest thing period...one of the only good thingss is i get to see cuppie (awwww) and that i get to see all of my friend and everyhting...but i would much rather travel...because i have so many oppurtunitys to travel and i cant because of this fuckin school...god i just wanna drop out but i cant because my dad wont let me...i know its pathetic but thats the way it goes...im gonna start updating more here...ill see everyone tomorrow...bye

autumn_tomorrow @ 2004-10-21T12:03:00

2004-10-21T16:05:27Z

well...i really dont have anything to say...ill see everyone tomorrow...bye...i love you cuppie...please dont be mad at me

autumn_tomorrow @ 2004-10-20T11:19:00

2004-10-20T15:23:40Z

im sitting here next to torie and shes threatening to tell my getaway to hate me...that would make me really sad...because i love them more than words can describe...i have alot of shit to do today after school and on top of that i have to find a job pretty soon...i want that pearl rythem traveler 5 peice kit and my dad told me if wanted a drum set i had to pay for it myself and that blows...any ways im updateing for cuppie but i like torie better(she told me to say that)

autumn_tomorrow @ 2004-10-14T09:07:00

2004-10-14T16:10:21Z

okay so today i wrote down all the things that have been bothering me lately and then it occured to me...whats the point in any of this...i already know how i feel...but he strange thing is , i kept writing it down and now i have like nine pages done...its beginning to sound like a really long suicide letter....-bye